literature

Right or Wrong (Karkat x Troll!Reader)

Deviation Actions

SwordSniperSinon

Published: Jul 13, 2016

10.5K Views

Literature Text

Inspired by: [Rainbow Drinker's Kiss]
Also, small warning: The following contains a pretty heated make-out scene.

SchoolStuck AU

==> Be Karkat

Is it bad to love your moirail? No, not really. I mean, being in pale relationship with someone sort of inclines that you'll be in a sort-of romance-like state with them. Plus it's good to love the person you're "friends" with. Is it bad to be head over heels flushed red for your moirail? You see, that's the question I've begun to ask myself. And I've currently been unable to find an answer.

Is it truly, honestly horrible to want to just hold your moirail and kiss their skin and just fall asleep with them? Well, I don't know! It's so fucking complicated, and I'm supposed to be the best of the best when it comes to love! Hell, I even schooled Vriska's blue-blooded ass about her whole situation with Tavros. But even now, I'm the one who ends up stumped. I can't tell if it's bad to have such red feelings for her, even when we've known each other for so long. It's not that I don't want to confess, it's just that... I don't want to screw something up and ruin our moirailance!

Oh yeah, you're probably wondering who my moirail is so you can better understand what I'm going on and on about. My moirail's name is [Name] [Last Name], and she's the third and by-far best moirail I've had. She's a purple orchid blood, which is a rarity nowadays. She's just barely under Gamzee, and seems to get a bit down in the dumps about it, but I think it's beautiful. Now, don't get me wrong, I've never seen her blood. I've only ever seen her tears, which are—of course—purple.

She's actually rather high up on the Hemospectrum, though she's kinda shy about it. It's adorable whenever someone teases her about her beautiful blood and it instantly begins to rise to her cheeks. Man, she's adorable. And I'm glad she chose me to be her moirail. I've honestly... Kinda been lost without her. Really.

When I first became her moirail, it was all by chance. She had a nightmare, which was common for her, and so she messaged me on Trollian, asking for help. I stayed up with her that night, sending her calming messages to keep her relaxed. She said that she clicked on my name by accident, attempting to click on Kanaya's handle, which made sense. Even with my all capital letters, she seemed soothed by my presence, and asked me to come over to her hive later on that day. I accepted.

I found out about her variety of interests, of which include reading and the occasional daydreaming. She's really such a sweetheart, too. She likes to make her own meals rather than go and order take out. She also has a love for music by a group by the name of (f/b/n), and it turns out they're not all that bad. She played one of their songs and halfway through began singing along, to which I couldn't help but notice. [Name] seemed to grow shy soon after the song ended and I gave her small compliments.

When it came time for sleep, she grew nervous, saying she didn't want to be alone. I just rolled my eyes and told her that she could easily get over it, but she gave me this look that could only be described as a "puppy-dog look". God, she looked adorable, her eyes looking over me worriedly as though I'd fade into nothing. I eventually accepted, to which I received a hug and a request to moirailance. I accepted, again.

And so I messaged my brother Kankri and told him that I'd be spending the night at a friend's house. He tried to lecture me through text, but I just put my phone to the side and helped [Name] into her bed. I sat by her side until she went to sleep, then ended up crawling in myself to get some shut eye. I awoke to the smell of pancakes, and holy hell did she make some epic ass pancakes. I nearly ate five plates, but she warned I'd get sick if I had anymore. I knew she was right.

I soon found out that we attended the same school and that most of our classes were at the same time, and from there I began to cling to her. I introduced her to my group of friends. Dave, John, Terezi, Sollux, Gamzee, and a few others she already knew. It was a widely known fact that she was a shy troll, as she hadn't really been around many others before. In fact, she'd only heard of Sollux by the many pranks he pulled around school regarding its technology.

We became the best of moirails, even challenging Mr. McSweats-a-lot and Ms. McShips-anything-that-moves to a moirail off. It ended up being a tie, as both parties seemed to know equally as much about their partners. It was a bit surprising, but it ended up in a fit of giggles between the girls and a soft handshake between me and Equius. I was thankful that he was as gentle as possible. I'd rather not have a broken hand, thank you very fucking much.

When was it that I started falling for her? Oh god, I'll never forget it. I was going to meet [Name] on the roof so we could work on an art project together. Each group had gotten a randomized theme and we still needed to work on the whole fucking thing. People (trolls included) usually would work on these things at home, but my dad works as the History teacher so it was cool for us to stay after hours. Anyway, I was heading up to the roof when I heard singing, and knew that it was my moirail. I mean, who else would be singing on the roof at this hour. Someone who wanted to get pushed off the god damn edge, obviously.

But you see, that wasn't it. That wasn't it at all. It was the words she was singing. The lyrics. Not to mention, she had her phone unplugged, so she was singing along with the male who had originally sung the song. It was so fucking pretty. I opened one door to the roof, just so I could get a better listen without stopping her beautiful voice.

When I can see the shore through a raging storm
And I see you there, waiting,
As I'm sailing home.
On a worn-out path, you were all alone.
I'll be there soon, Holding you, sailing home.

I didn't know the name of this fucktard who was singing, but her voice matched his pitch so perfectly. The song was beautiful, the lyrics so sweet as this human talked about a matespiritship he had. He was obviously as relaxed as she was as she leaned into the wall gently. My cheeks were growing redder as I thought about the lyrics and if they were directed towards me... And then I shook it off. There was no way in all hell that her little song was about me. She probably just liked the melody anyway.

But the feelings couldn't go away. As we painted (we were instructed to paint something that makes us happy), I realized I was painting [Name] on the canvas. When I made my mistake noticeable by cursing, she burst into a fit of giggles. We were planning on painting the night sky, to be honest. And then, when I went to apologize, her eyes lit up and she said that she could paint me on the canvas as well. Then we could say that our moirailance made us happy, and that it was a great idea that I had. I just went along with it so as not to look stupid.

And that night—after she had taken our painting to dry—I started to... Fantasize. And with each week the images got more clear and intricate. And I hate to admit it, but god damn it, I was starting to like what I'd see in my mind. It was getting to the point I nearly rubbed my own fucking horn! I was... I'm... I'm lovesick.

I don't want to say it, but I'm addicted to the way my bloodpumper feels when she gets close to me. The way she smiles at me makes my think pan draw a blank and god it feels good. When she cries and I get that one chance to hug her and hold her close, I have no fucking regrets in saying that I want to kiss her tears away. I'm flushed a deeper red than the color of my blood, and holy shit I'm a mess. I scrawl her name in my math notebook with little hearts around it, I draw her image on my blank papers when I'm bored, and I swear I've found myself sighing with a lovestruck gaze when she leaves my hive.

But she's my moirail, and that's what's sort of keeping my back. It's holding me by my wrists saying "don't do it." I'm stuck in the moirail zone as my mind tells me to refrain from asking to fill her pail. Yeah! I've nearly fucking done it! But I get hearts in my eyes when I see her walking up to me, and I get this warm feeling in my stomach like butterflies when my hand brushes against mine... I can just picture myself with that stupid lust filled smile... I fucking hate this pale relationship I've got with her.

So that's why I'm so confused. Is it really that bad to love your moirail? I mean, we're best friends, she has to have some sort of romantic connection to me other than just being her friend. I don't want to just be friends! Is that too much to fucking ask for?!

===>

It's been a few weeks and things keep getting worse between me and her. Worse in a good way. I think?? I don't know. What I do know is that she has been getting a bit closer to me. She confides in me now. It's nice, because then she can sit with me and just sort of speak her mind. I tell her things too, like how I'm a bit self conscience about the color of my blood. She says red suits me. I think I may have blushed.

Anyway, the Striders are throwing another dumbass party and have invited me. Honestly, I don't want to go, and I know for a fucking fact that [Name] doesn't want to go either. But the thing is with her is that she's practically getting guilt tripped left and right. Jade goes up to her and whines, and John pesters her saying that it wouldn't be the same without her. I defend my shy purple blood, and then up comes Terezi saying that she'd "personally escort" [Name] to this shit excuse of a party. It's begun to piss me off.

I walked home with [Name], to which she invited me inside. It was getting cold, and clouds were starting to gather in the sky. Seemed like rain soon. I texted Kankri, letting him know I would be at her house for a while, and he just agrees. As long as he knows where I am, I guess. We make our way up to her room, passing by her sister and mother along the way. I greet them, and they all smile and give me kind forms of acknowledgement. I love her hive, everyone in it is so nice.

When we get to her room and I close the door behind her, she set down her backpack and instantly began to tell me how much she didn't want to go to the party. I continue to tell her it's all going to be okay even if she's not there, though she brings up how she feels bad about leaving Terezi and Jade without her. I roll my eyes and growl. Of course, those fucking shitheads would make her feel this way. She's always so impressionable. And yeah, it's adorable.

She was just so worried about this whole thing I was trying to keep myself from kissing away her problems. So, instead, I gave her a hug and rubbed her back, along with soft little shooshes that made her giggle. It always works. It's honestly her favorite method of comfort. She told me so.

And I was completely honest with her that if she didn't want to go to the party, she didn't have to go. Not that it mattered anyway cause she ended up getting forcefully dragged by Vriska. But that wasn't until two days after our conversation, which was on Thursday. At the time, I just let her know she could always stay at my hive if she really didn't want to go. And she said it was fine, that she'd stay at home with her sister and make treats.

But like I said a few minutes ago, that's not what ended up happening. She was at her hive when the damn Spider-Bitch decided to drag her by the leg out of her hive, Terezi holding her arm. I was there when it happened, trying to keep the two girls from taking her. We put up quite a fight but when I slipped at heard a crack in my ankle I was pretty sure I had to stop. No, I didn't sprain it or break it, it just cracked in an unsettling way. So, as of right now, I am in my hive having to deal with Dave asking me why she's at his party when she made it clear she didn't want to go. And I told him what happened. I also stated that if anything, and I mean fucking ANYTHING happened to her, to bring her straight to my hive. She'd be safe here.

I'm hoping she's okay and that she's enjoying herself. Also that she doesn't hook up with one of the stupid humans or trolls there. What if she drunkenly kisses Gamzee—oh hell no! No, no, no, no! There is no way! She wouldn't! She's smart enough not to touch Faygo! I know she is! I've told her it's not good for her and she can't have it! She'd listen to me!

Aw crap, I'm getting too worried! I have to message Dave! He knows she didn't wanna go! He wouldn't force her into anything!

-- ‎carcinoGeneticist [CG] began trolling turntechGodhead [TG] at 22:41 --

[CG]: IS SHE OKAY.
[TG]: is who okay, there's like everybody and their grandmother at my sick ass party
[CG]: YOU KNOW FOR A FACT WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT.
[CG]: IS.
[CG]: [NAME].
[CG]: O.
[CG]: KAY.
[TG]: woah dude, adjust your bust before it combusts, i know who you're talking about
[TG]: i was just messin with you
[CG]: I HAVE NO TIME FOR THESE GOD DAMN HUMAN "PRANKS" OR WHATEVER THE FUCK THIS IS CALLED.
[CG]: I WANT TO KNOW IF MY MOIRAIL IS IN GOOD HEALTH.
[TG]: first off, dude, it's called "proper trolling," not that you would know a damn thing about that
[TG]: second, she's perfectly fine, she's just chillin with some apple juice
[CG]: AND THERE IS NOTHING IN HER APPLE JUICE?
[TG]: not that i know of, then again, i have no fucking clue where she got it
[CG]: ASK HER WHERE IT CAME FROM.
[CG]: ALSO TELL HER I'M FUCKING WORRIED ABOUT HER.
[CG]: ALSO I KNOW HOW TO TROLL SOMEONE PROPERLY, DAVE.

There was a silence from my husktop, and I could only hope it was because Strider was doing what I told him to. I swear to fucking god that if he put something in there, I am going to cull him! Well, if only culling weren't illegal. Still, I'll find a way to cover my tracks! I can always find a way! What does Jade say? "Where there's a will, there's a way?" Something like that, I don't know.

As soon as I heard a noise from Trollian, I instantly brought my thoughts back to my screen. So, Dave had talked to her.

[TG]: alright, i asked her
[CG]: AND??
[TG]: she said GA and GG brought the A.J. to her
[CG]: KANAYA AND JADE, HUH.
[CG]: NOW I DAMN WELL TRUST KANAYA, BUT I'M NOT SO SURE ABOUT THAT JADE HUMAN FRIEND OF YOURS.
[TG]: c'mon man, you can trust jade
[TG]: also she says she's fine, and not to worry, that she's just hanging with Rose
[CG]: OKAY, SO SHE'S WITH KANAYA AND ROSE THEN?
[TG]: on occasion
[CG]: WHAT THE EVER LOVING FUCK IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN.
[TG]: well Kanaya's not always there with her
[TG]: Rose is though
[CG]: OH.
[CG]: WELL I GUESS THAT'S OKAY THEN. JUST MAKE SURE SHE'S COMPLETELY FINE AND NORMAL AND BRING HER HOME TO ME.
[TG]: heh
[CG]: WHAT.
[CG]: WHY ARE YOU WRITING OUT YOUR HUMAN LAUGHTER AT ME.
[TG]: nothing, it's just kinda funny
[CG]: WHAT IS.
[TG]: how you act about her, like she's your "matesprite" or something
[CG]: SHUT UP YOU NOOKWHIFF
[CG]: ALSO, IT'S "MATESPIRIT" DUMBASS
[TG]: its beside the point is what it fucking is
[TG]: youre treating her like shes your soulmate and its your job to love and protect her

And at that one simple statement, I froze up. We were like... Soulmates? Now, I'm very sure of what that is. Even back home we had soulmates, people who were destined to be together in a quadrant. I didn't know how to respond. I wasn't sure if he meant it the way I thought it, but... It made those god damn fluttery feelings in my chest come back.

[CG]: WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY SOULMATES
[TG]: do you not have soulmates where you come from or something?
[CG]: NO, I KNOW WHAT A SOULMATE IS YOU DIPSHIT
[CG]: I MEAN, WHAT DO YOU MEAN THAT SHE AND I SOULMATES
[TG]: woah chill, i just meant that you kinda seem like you want to be right for her and all
[CG]: ...
[TG]: whoops did i mess you up there? i know how close you two are as moirails

I'm biting my lip, almost hard enough to start bleeding. He thinks I'm right for her... But would she feel the same is the question. I don't know... I don't know if she wants to love me like I love her. What if she doesn't? Do I just keep my feelings bottled up? What should I do? I could ask Kanaya—no. I am not going to ruin her fun with my frantic worrying. Fuck!

I guess I didn't even notice the pings coming from my Trollian as I began to freak out, cause it didn't take long until I heard knocking at my door. I looked up and heard the frantic noises from my computer, but figured it could wait. I walked to the door and opened it, seeing my brother Kankri standing with his arms crossed as he stared down at me. He was glaring. Oh boy, here comes a lecture.

"Karkat, if you would be so kind as to tell me why your computer is loud enough that I can hear the constant," he made finger quotes, "'pings' from in my room across the hallway?"

I blinked and turned to my computer. "Shit! Dave!" I didn't notice when Kankri followed me to my computer as I frantically typed. I really need to learn to stop spacing out when thinking about her! God damn it!

"Language! You could have very well triggered me there!" Kankri lectured. But I wasn't really paying attention. I groaned and I guess that caught Kankri's attention as he leaned over to read my chat history. His eyebrows raised slightly at what he saw.

[TG]: fuck
[TG]: karkat
[TG]: hate to tell you this but i don't think your soulmate is ok
[TG]: she's getting headaches and whimpering about you
[TG]: i think someone may have put faygo in her drink
[TG]: you trolls don't respond to that stuff well, do you?
[TG]: yeah, i asked jade
[TG]: she said its "quite possible" that she may have added some spiked faygo in her A.J.
[TG]: karkat?
[CG]: SHIT, YEAH, I'M BACK
[CG]: WAIT WHAT THE EVER LIVING FUCK DO YOU MEAN "TROLLS DON'T RESPOND TO THAT STUFF WELL"?!?!
[CG]: WHY THE HELL DID SHE DO THAT?!
[TG]: it was an accident i swear i didn't know
[CG]: YEAH NO FUCKING DUR YOU FUCKDESK
[TG]: calm down
[TG]: wait scratch that
[TG]: she's growing really clingy to her chair and whining kinda drunkenly
[CG]: YEAH NO SHIT
[CG]: FAYGO IS A TROLLS ALCOHOL
[TG]: ooooooh
[CG]: BRING HER TO ME AT ONCE
[CG]: Wait, Dave, f9r just 9ne m9ment, I ap9l9gize if this is triggering, 6ut I am g9ing t9 take Karkat f9r just a little 6it.

I didn't even notice when Kankri grabbed my keyboard and began typing to Dave. I wanted to hit him at the very second I did, although he nearly yanked me off my chair when he sent his message. I yelped, out of surprise, and watched as Kankri stared at me. I was kinda worried... Kinda terrified even. Kankri was really fucking scary when he wanted to be, and he had this sort of aura around him at the moment.

"Well." He said, looking me over before gently letting go of my shirt. I just blinked. "I didn't know my little brother had obtained a crush on a girl. It is also highly triggering that I didn't know of you having a 'soul mate'. Would you be so kind as to elaborate on such a subject?"

Fucking hell I knew this was going to happen eventually. Letting out a sigh, I replied, "First, she's not my soulmate, that's just what Dave Dumbass Strider said." Kankri's brows furrowed. Fuck him and his triggers. "And second... I, uh... Well, it's n-not a crush, per say... I mean we already know each other and stuff." Where did my cool just go, you ask? It grew wings and flew right out the god damned window, probably to the place... What was it called? Oh yeah, Narnia.

I heard a soft chuckle from my brother as a small smirk was set upon his face. "Really? Well then, trigger's include, but are not limited to, red feelings, flush crushes, intimacy, and moirailance." Oh god damnit, he already knew?! "I can tell you have feelings for [Name]. It's rather obvious. Your cheeks turn red when you're with her all the time. Now, I know you are expecting company soon, as you have ordered her to return to your side, so I will attempt to keep this lecture short. Now, I know you must be getting very angry at me for attempting to delve into your personal life, but I know my God Tier. I am the Seer of Blood, meaning I know how relationships are to work. You two truly are soulmates, brother. I can simply feel the red feelings oozing off of your person whenever she gets too close to you or if you think about her for too long. It is only natural for you to find an interest in the one you hold closest, and that being your moirail."

God this was so embarrassing. Having to sit and listen to Kankri as he tells me about love and makes some actually good points. There was a time in this conversation I wished he'd stop being so right about all this. It's true. I do really feel flushed for her. And as said before, it's getting really bad. I want it to go away, I want to be able to hug and kiss her without anything to worry about. I was snapped out of my thoughts by a gentle hand on my shoulder.

"And so, in conclusion," aw shit, was I day dreaming? I didn't hear a word he said! "I think it would be best if you let whatever happens tonight happen. And if not tonight, then tomorrow. You have to embrace your feelings for her with open arms. She will not defy you. I'm sure her feelings are to be returned."

I couldn't help but nod. I knew he was right. I knew he was trying to help. He was just trying to be the good brother I never talk about, even if he's always yapping and yapping on and on about the stupidest stuff. He was being honest. He just wanted some recognition and respect, and he wanted me to know that he was trying to help me out. I wish Kankri was always this cool and helpful and not always preaching to the non-existant choir as to why the world needed to be purified or something.

So I gave him what he wanted. I gave him the smallest smile I could muster up and I looked to him as a brother. "Thanks, Kankri. I needed that." That was all I said before patting the hand Kankri had already placed on me. He nodded as well and returned the smile before leaving my room and promising me privacy. He really comes through... When he needs to.

===>

It's been about... Twenty minutes or so since Dave messaged me saying he was dropping [Name] by my house. I knew she was drunk, but jegus this was taking forever! Was there a single sober person in that car?! No, stop that, Karkat. Relax. She was going to get here in one piece, even if she was with a bunch of ignorant assholes who didn't know what the fuck they were doing.

It began to rain outside as I waited for her to finally arrive. It was kinda soothing, and kinda annoying, because I knew she was gonna be soaking by the time she actually got to my hive. But whatever. I already figured it was gonna rain when the clouds started pulling in, but it's all okay. As long as she's safe—I heard knocking.

I instantly ran downstairs from my room, making sure to get the door before Kankri or my dad could. Believe me, my dad's a great guy! It's just that he probably shouldn't have to deal with a troll who's drunk off her ass because some idiot thought it would be o-fucking-kay to spike her drink. Whatever. I checked the window to make sure it wasn't something like some retarded Girl Scout out in the rain, and opened the door when I saw Jade, Dave, and Sollux holding [Name] up by her arms. Sollux was obviously the one who drove. He was completely unfazed by human alcohol. Damn him.

"Hey, KK." He greeted, to which I just waved. "We brought your girlfriend, jutht like you athked." I watched as he motioned to the beautiful orchid blood behind him, who was babbling onward about nothing at all. "And the'th in ath perfect condition ath mentally pothible. Phythically, nothing'th happened to her."

I was glad to hear those words come from Lispy's mouth. I nodded and walked out in front of [Name], bending down slightly to brush some of her hair from her face. Poor thing looked way too fucking smashed for her own good. I glared at Harley, who just grinned sheepishly, mouthing an apology. Dave helped me lay her on my shoulder, though it took a bit of adjusting for my moirail. Damn, she looked so sleepy.

"Wha..." I heard her mutter softly, nuzzling into the side of my hair and sniffing at me. Don't ask me why trolls do this, cause I have no idea why. "Karkat..~ I mished you...~" She slurred, continuing to sniff at my black mop of messy hair. I tried to keep myself from blushing, and it seemed to work as no one said anything.

"Yeah, yeah, you sleepy-ass. C'mon, let's get you to bed, okay?" I was very slow when I spoke, just so that she could process my words. When she was finally able to she nodded and hummed in agreement, trying to balance herself to help me out. I'm glad she recognized me, and remembered I was her moirail. Anyone else attempt to do this and she probably would've just fallen onto the floor lifelessly and refuse to get up.

As the trio who brought my beloved quadrant filler attempted to leave, I spoke up. "Also, you three." I know they turned, it wasn't hard when you could hear the scuffling of Sollux's shoes. "You are never fucking ever bringing her to another one of your god damn parties. There is no way in all living hell that I'm allowing you another chance to get her like this. Just look at her!" Jade winced and I heard a soft 'ow' from her as well. I assumed Dave punched her in the arm like he does with John. "And with that, good night, bitchlamps."

Sollux closed the door behind me as I walked inside my hive, attempting to help [Name] up the stairs and the like. She giggled drunkenly at the term "bitchlamp," but I didn't say anything to stop her. It was kinda funny. I never said anything about it though. I was having too much of trouble trying to get her to my room.

When I finally made it, Kankri was holding the door open for me. He gave a small smile which you could hardly see, but I noticed it right on spot. He was a good brother for doing this for me. I nodded and he did the same, closing the door behind me when I entered the safe hold that was my room. I was so tired! Don't blame me though! She tried her best, but even when walking as well as she can, she was still leaning all her weight on me. I gently set her down on the side of my bed, then proceeded to sit down and take a breather myself.

"Man!" I exclaimed, to which she slowly turned her head to look at me. "You are high maintenance, you know that? You're lucky you have such a great fucking moirail like me to look after you. Otherwise you'd be still attached to a chair or whatever the hell was going on at that party." I glared and tried not to look at her, cause I knew if I did I'd be swooning. I could just picture her image, hair slightly ruffled and placed about my bedsheets astray—there was a weight shift on the bed.

"Shhhh..." I heard as I noticed my moirail slowly get up from where she was and attempt to climb onto me. My cheeks were definitely a light red as I attempted to back up. She already had me trapped against my pillows and the wall. "Karkat, you always talk so much...~ I wanna hear other sounds..~"

I didn't think for a moment and in that small time I felt something soft on my cheek. I glanced over for a moment, noticing what it was. My cheeks began to heat up and the butterflies in my stomach returned as a warm feeling began to take over my body. I could barely make sounds at this point, I had one eye closed at that was the one closest to her face. She was warm too. Her eyes were closed with content as she continued to kiss at my cheek.

"Ah, uh..." I felt her gently grab at my shoulders as she kissed near my ear and, dear god is she kissing my neck?! She is! I could feel the heat just rising up on my face as I attempted to get her attention. "Ah, woah! [Name], wait! Hang on for just a second! Han-aaAAAAAAH!"

(Songstamp: Darling Kanaya)

===>

Karkat tried to let out a small cry to show you wasn't content with this but... Something about this felt so right to him. His body grew warm and fuzzy with feelings he didn't know he had as you gently began to kiss and suck at his neck. His little yelp turned into a sounds of pleasure as his cheeks grew red enough to match the blood flowing through his veins.

"Aaaah... A.. Oh." Karkat muttered softly, leaning back into the wall now not with force, but relaxation. His bloodpumper was beating so loud and fast he was sure it just going to explode. This was it. This is what he had always wanted. Love and affection from you and you alone. God he felt wrong! But he didn't care, he was going to get what he deserved even if you didn't remember it the following morning. He needed this. And Kankri said he was going to let him have it. Why not take the chance.

Karkat's once worried expression turned back into his lovesick smile, his blush spreading over his nose. "Wow... That.." He let out a ragged breath as he felt one of your small horns brush against his neck. He slightly tilted his head to help you get more room. He squeaked as he was sure he felt your tongue against his skin, only to let out another sigh. He was yelling at himself to get some control, but that wouldn't stop him. Hush inner Karkat. You deserve this.

It didn't take long for Karkat's smile to seem a bit like he was embarrassed, though pleased at the same time. He even began to purr, hands twitching against his bedsheets when you passed a spot he really liked. He slowly lifted a shaky hand to your hair, running his fingers through it. There were small dips in his purrs every now and then, a sign that he hadn't purred in a long time, if not ever. He gave another soft sigh and a yelp when you nipped at his skin with your fangs. It only formed a stronger and louder purr from him a moment later.

"I really... L-Love this.." Karkat hummed softly, his fingers gently brushing over one of your horns. "I... [Name].. I-I'm flushed for you..." He gingerly mumbled, attempting not to stop you from teasing his neck with your fangs. You paused for a moment and Karkat looked away, but it didn't take long for you to begin purring yourself as you continued to kiss at his neck. Karkat blinked in shock. You were a troll who could purr too?

He looked at you as you continued to kiss his skin, biting at one area and causing another jump in his purrs. You felt eyes on you and slowly looking up, revealing a red mark on Karkat's skin. "You... Y-You can purr too..?" He asked softly, continuing to pet your head. You smiled and kissed his cheek again, nodding slowly.

"M.. Mhm...~" He gave a sigh. He was in heaven. Literal bliss filled his system. He got to confess his feelings and was now getting love and kisses and attention from the one troll who could fill the hole in his heart. He tried to be quiet so as not to show the satisfaction he was gaining, though he couldn't help but let out little moans and squeaks of pleasure when you did something he found particularly enjoyable. He gave his lips a little subconscious lick, tilting his head back again and purring.

"You don't understand.. I'm so deeply fucking flushed for you... And I have been for so long now.." Karkat purred, his R's rolling slightly due to his purrs. You bit at his skin and he yelped, his fingers trailing against your horns once again. He hummed and closed his eyes in absolute pleasure, his smile twitching slightly. "A-Ah... Left, please... D-Down just a little— Yes! Right there..."

You wanted to giggle at Karkat's little display of affection. You see, you never were drunk, you had just convinced all your friends you were so that you could confess to Karkat. When you had discussed this with Jade, she agreed to help you with the promise that you wouldn't reveal your feelings to Karkat until you had helped the man of his "issues". When you asked what she meant, you were beyond reluctant to actually place yourself upon your moirail, but she insisted he needed it, and man oh man was she right.

Your heart fluttered when Karkat continued to mumble how he was flushed for you, almost like you would shatter into pieces of glass if he stopped. He was pleased, to say the least about his mood at the moment. You could just feel his desire as he held onto your waist with one hand and continued to run his fingers through your hair with another. It was a bit obvious that the male didn't want you to stop making him feel like the luckiest guy in the world, just by the little muffled sounds and purrs he made into your hair. You could feel the beating of his bloodpumper against your chest and boy was he nervous.

Slowly you pulled yourself away from his nape, Karkat opening his eyes lazily to look at you as you stayed in front of him. You brought your hand to his cheek and rubbed the pad of your thumb against his currently red skin. He blinked and twitched slightly at seeing your surprisingly sane expression. "W-Wait, [Name]?" He said in shock, to which you nodded. "Y-You're sober? C-Can you understand me?"

"I've been able to understand everything, Karkat." A light purple rose to your cheeks as you leaned forward and kissed his candy-colored cheek. He seemed to be in utter distress as he realized that you had heard him. "Especially the whole, 'flushed for you' part..." Oh god he wanted to hide.

"O... O-Oh." Was all Karkat could say when he heard your little confession. Now or never, Karkat. He sat up, trying not to feel the loving sting from your bites against his neck. "W-Well... Shit.. I guess, since you've already heard it, uh, more than once.. I guess it wouldn't hurt to say it one more time. [Name], I'm flushed—"

You instantly used your own method of shooshing to keep Karkat from rambling. Your method just happened to be grabbing him by his shoulders and kissing him full on the lips. He began to flip out for a moment before relaxing and lifting one hand to your cheek to return the gesture. It was a warm and loving kiss, one of longing and nerves. Karkat had waited for this moment and my god was it worth it. Your lips were warm and soft, a perfect counter to his slightly chapped lips which moved against your gently before you two pulled away for a need of petty air.

Karkat's eyes went wide when you pulled away, and he was already purring again. "Wow... Y-You're so fucking good at that..." Purple rushed to your cheeks of which Karkat leaned over to kiss lovingly. You giggled and attempted to push away his face, but he made little noises of disapproval and continued with his loving. You stopped your tries to end the kisses after a while, instead just letting him do as he pleased.

"Say it." He demanded after you pinned him to the bed and watched his cheeks turn red. He purred lowly, obviously attracted to the positions you two were in. You smirked, knowing just what your newfound matespirit wanted. But instead you were going to tease him just a little and leaned down to his ear. He looked over at you curiously.

"Karkat...~ How about we skip the formalities and get you to filling my pail, hm~?"

His whole face turned red and his jaw went slack for a moment, staring at his ceiling in disbelief until you came into his view. His eyes practically had little hearts in them as he stared at you. He tried to process words into thoughts, but the first thing that came to his mind was the first thing he said. "Th..That would be... F-Fuck yes..."

You blinked in shock, not actually expecting him to respond like that. Purple rushed to your cheeks as you smiling lovingly at him. He nodded and tried to keep up his smile of which was still a little insecure. "I'm flushed for you too, Karkat~" You hummed, leaning back down to allow your newfound matespirit some of the loving he wanted and deserved.

_{First story of today! Expect about two more today!
Oh, and do forgive me. When I saw that video, I just couldn't help myself, honestly!
Karkat needs a little love, don't you think? He deserves it I mean he's been through a lot, heheh.
Ah, it feels good to be inspired, trust me, it really does. I've also edited some things on my profile, just by the way.}
Plot belongs to me
Image blongs to Ikimaru on tumblr
Homestuck belongs to Andrew Hussie
You belong to Karkat